Broken

In some way or the other we all are broken, but It can be fixed.

One thing I have noticed recently, what I frequently do is I rush through relationships and conversations, which I have no clue why I do so.
Hopefully next time I will be mindful about it and listen to what others have to say and respond appropriately, that is after pausing and giving it a thought.
With this in mind I hope to form more meaningful bonds and relationships going forward.

One thing I have noticed is I do this subconsciously, though I have no clue why others never prompted me about this(my friends, family and colleagues).
I have been trying to get at the root cause of the problem but was not able to figure out, as to why I do this.

Given that I know about it now, I can prepare myself, but I will need help from people around me to prompt me to think and answer.

I am glad I found that I am broken. but the good thing is it can be fixed. :)

if you are broken in some dimension of life, let me know in the comments.

Try hard?

Sometimes I ask myself, am I a try hard?
I suck at social skills, give me a relationship to build and I will mess it up in few days, be it friendship, romantic or others.
I have always wanted to connect to people on a deeper level, but having inadequate social skills has left me stranded, even with people  who have same interest as me I end up messing it up.
Having someone to talk to without the fear of being judged or getting acceptance is what my aim will be this year.
I know I will have to try harder to get better at it and get into more social situation, give people space and time.
I hope to learn all of that and more and get good at connecting with people.
I do not know for how long I can keep doing this, I will try my best to keep at it hoping eventually I will get it.


And for those whomsoever lives I have made it awkward for, I can only ask for forgiveness.
If you have suggestions on how to improve social skills or want to help me out, do comment.